Heart Art 5.12 || A story to illustrate it

Last week, I rattled on and on about my sister's book launch party because, let's be honest, it was a party that deserved a lot of rattling! It was beautiful and I felt honored to donate a piece of art for the party goody-bags. During the weeks leading up to the party, my sister and I texted back and forth tens of times about what quote she'd like done up in calligraphy. And, in the end, Barb chose this one: What's for you will not pass you by.


Several weeks ago, my husband was bitten by a dog on his route. He said that it was the only (and probably the last!) time he had gone against his intuition concerning a dog. The dog was normally inside, but that day it was in the driveway. Steve threw the dog a treat and after the dog ate the treat, it bit my husband. I know, I know! What a naughty dog! Steve insisted the bite looked worse than it felt. And, you guys, it really did look awful. It reminded me of those photographs you see from shark attack victims-- the kind where you can literally see the outline of the shark's mouth! Yes! I could see the dog's teeth imprints. Let's just say this dog was a little bit larger than the last dog that bit my husband. (The last dog was a poodle, and Steve's seminary buddies, the ones that he worked with at FedEx in Virginia, still don't let him live that one down!) (Edit: My husband wants me to clarify to his seminary buddies that the poodle was a standard-sized poodle. Did you get that guys? Tim Baylor? Scott Logan? Don't let me down. I'm waiting for your responses to that one.)

After a couple of required (via FedEx/workman's comp.) visits to the clinic, you know-- the ones where you wait for two hours only to be told, 'why yes, that is a dog bite' and 'come back in one week', we really thought nothing else of the dog bite. We were just thankful that the dog hadn't done more damage and also that it was registered and up on its rabies shots! 

Fast forward to last Friday, when Graeme and I drove down to the studio to say sad goodbyes to Aunt Barbie. I was walking around the studio admiring all of the beautiful things that my sister had curated and created and gathering up an armful of things she insisted that I take home with me, because she's just like that!, when Steve called. "So, good news!" he said. (I can't tell you how many times I've heard that phrase come out of my husband's mouth. I love that he celebrates the good of this life, both in the small things, like rejoicing that his coffee mug kept his coffee hot until he could enjoy it after a busy work morning, or in the bigger things, like a mechanic noticing that the lug nuts hadn't been properly put back on the car and we would have literally lost the entire wheel just miles later.) Steve went on to tell me that an insurance claim adjuster had just called to say they'd be putting a check in the mail that day for $800 for the 'pain and suffering' from the dog bite. I literally had to have Steve repeat himself! And then, we laughed. We laughed a 'we should have known because God's goodness is this big' kind of laugh. We laughed and stuttered out our thanks to our God-provider, the one who takes car accidents and dog bites and turns them into needs met, savings, gifts for loved ones and unknown ones, unexpected date nights, and extra vacation days for our family. 

And, as Steve peered over my shoulder tonight to find out what this post was all about, we laughed once more as we realized that even dog bites, when they are meant for you, will not pass you by. (smile) 

p.s. This print is the fifth installment of my 2013 Heart Art project and will be available in the Cranny Etsy shop.
p.s.s. My sister has, what she calls, favorite numbers. I wanted this print to be especially for her and so each line of arrows is summed up in different numbers. Her favorite numbers 7, 8, and 6 are found in the numbering of the arrows. 

Favorites || Furniture Makeovers giveaway coming soon!

Around midnight on Friday, my two little boys and I landed safely and (mostly) soundly back in Portland. I'm really, really glad that we were able to make the trip for my sister's book launch party and to see so many of our friends and family. I was able to meet with a dear, dear friend of mine and also with a blog pal. (And, once again, my coffee date with my blog pal proved to me the importance and value of friendships with sisters in Christ across the United States!) My brother and his family drove from North Carolina and it was so sweet to watch the cousins play together. My poor little Graeme-bear tried with all of his might to keep everyone's name straight. (smile) I wanted to share some of my favorite photographs from Barb's party. It was so beautiful, down to the very last detail and crumb! I'm so very happy for her success and I hope you enjoy these snippets from her party! 









And, just this morning, my sister passed along this video by Carlton. Enjoy!
p.s. I feel honored to be a part of a 'blog tour', set up through Chronicle Books, for my sister's book Furniture Makeovers. I'll be giving away a signed copy of Barb's book very soon!
p.s.s. Here's wishing you a wonderful week!
p.s.s.s. Image credit for pictures || 1 || 4 || 6 || 12 || 14 || 15 || 20 || Carlton Riffel Photos

Project 52 || And we're off!

Tonight, a little after the stroke of midnight, I'll be boarding a plane with my two littles and flying off to South Carolina. If you'd like, you can start praying now for my boys to be able to sleep on the airplane and I'd be so appreciative! We're really excited about this trip! Although, I have to admit, I'll be much more excited after our long plane ride is complete. (smile) On Friday evening, we'll be attending my sister's book launch party in Grenville. After that, I imagine our week will be filled up with lots and lots of time with family and catching up with friends. I'm so thankful. I realized a couple of months ago that it's been three years since I have seen my sister. That is unbelievable to me. Also, many of my family members have never even met Job, including my sister. So, as you might imagine, my boys will be getting lots and lots of hugs!

Here are my two favorite pictures of my guys from this past month. (I'm sneaking in a second post this week for Project 52!) Our boys are growing by leaps and bounds and we are so grateful to call them ours. Jobie's beginning to talk more and more and, that little old soul of his, well, nothing gets by him. He understands everything, it seems, and his language will be soon to follow I imagine. 

Recently, Graeme's prayers have begun to expand a little bit. The other night at dinner, he thanked God for our food and then said 'and thank you that daddy can be home with us'. A couple of nights later, he was asking why daddy had to go to work each day. Steve explained that we need money for food and clothes and shelter. Graeme thought about it for a couple of seconds and replied, 'daddy I don't want money'. You guys. He's the sweetest. And loves his daddy!

And, speaking of that man of mine, he totally surprised us with a day off today! He himself had no idea-- he went to work as usual and as he was about to leave the station his boss asked him if he was aware of a personal day that he hadn't yet used. He also asked Steve if he would mind using it up today as they had an extra swing driver on hand. And so, around 9:30, someone near and dear to our hearts pulled up into the driveway. There were lots of smiles and cheers! And then we headed to the zoo. It was a beautiful day here and I'm thankful for God's kindness to us in things like, surprise!, a day off!

Thanks for letting me gush a little bit about these handsome guys. And, thank you for keeping our trip in prayer! And, thank you so very much!, for your kind words from the last post. We are so excited!

lots of love,
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Granted .

When I think about how to explain the events of the last several months, all I can think up to tell you is an illustration of a pebble being thrown into a lake with ripple after ripple stretching out across the water. One night in January, as Steve and I whispered back and forth before drifting off to sleep, we threw out this pebble prayer: God, would you encourage our hearts, if even in a very small way, this week? And from that pebble prayer, that we prayed night after night, God began to show us, in ever-widening waves, more and more of his faithfulness.

There are literally tens upon tens of God's ripple answers that I could share with you here today, not the least of which are answers like, a ladies' Bible study that became a lifeline for me, friends near and far sending texts and emails and phone calls of encouragement, a local Bible college inviting my husband to teach for a week-- and through that opportunity, physical and mental rest was given and financial needs met, God's living words speaking to us and calling us to lean more and more on Jesus, a sunday school teacher pouring out love for our Graeme-bear, or waking up on a Saturday with nothing on our to-do list.  Some of these things probably sound so silly to you, but to us, all of these ripple answers felt like God himself reaching down and pouring grace upon grace over our lives. 


Last October, I wrote about how I believe that God, when he is making his will for our lives known day by day and week by week, builds our desires that are grounded in himself. I went on to say-- I've watched that very process in my husband over the last couple of years. It is a beautiful yet painful process. It's beautiful because you are so thankful for God's leading and it's painful because you struggle and wrestle in the 'already not yet'. You long to be free from the purple and orange company-- the one with the really cool hidden arrow in their logo-- because you want to spend all of your time doing what God has given you the desire to do. But, you realize that God hasn't opened up a new door of opportunity yet and so you wait. And pray. And fight for joy.



I want to tell you today, with so much happiness, that God has granted a desire of our hearts! God has allowed our season of FedEx to come to a close and a new chapter of ministry, with a body of believers in Pleasant Hill, Oregon, to begin! There's so much to say (and so much to do before July 1!) and I hardly know where to begin except to say that we have seen God's hand in all of this and it has caused us, with very thankful hearts, to bless his name-- to want to be found singing even when the evening comes. 



So, what does all of this mean exactly? It means that we'll be moving two hours south of where we live now. It means that my husband will be pastor to a body of believers in Pleasant Hill, Oregon. It means that I might possibly become a tad country-ish and that I like that. But, don't you worry, there's a Starbucks 8 minutes away. (smile) It means that we already see the end of ourselves, of our human knowledge and strength, and are crying out to Jesus for wisdom and guidance. It means that we are beside ourselves with joy and anticipation!



I want to share one story about the people that we will be serving with in Pleasant Hill. In February, our family drove down to meet with some of the leadership there. As we piled out of the car, Jobie crying and Graeme running off after a spotted kitty, I caught sight of several people standing in the bay window with smiles so welcoming I could feel them through the glass. They were excited to meet us and we them. I have so much more to tell you about these dear people, but I hope to have years to do that. 

Last night, as my husband and I again quietly talked during the late hours, we smiled as we thought about how God shows his power and glory even through wobbly pebble prayers. For all your goodness I will keep on singing // Ten thousand reasons for my heart to find // Bless the Lord, O my soul 

Weekending || A Change of Pace

Several months ago I read something that truly struck the blogging chord in me. Sadly, I cannot remember where I read what I read, but it still runs through my mind to this day. The author said something about how each blog post was, to her, a work of art. 'Yes!', I stammered out loud in agreement. I didn't take her words as prideful or perfectionistic ones. Rather, her words seemed to carry full intentionality, a conscious care for even simple tasks like stringing words together or capturing memories of her children through a lens. But here's the problem with those artful posts-- they take time.  

Over the last several weeks, I've found myself spending more hours here than I'd like. And it always goes something like this-- I think that I've captured a slew of beautiful images and then I sit down and think 'these really aren't anything special!'. Or, I happily discover that the northwest lighting gods (oh, I kid!) smiled upon me and the pictures are wonderful but the words won't come. There I sit. And sit. And twirl my hair some more.



I love to write, mostly because I am not a talker. Oh, I'm a talker, but I'm not a talker. You know what I mean, right? It's like my synapses begin to stutter the minute I open my mouth. Writing is so much easier. I love that backspace button and time is on my side. Or is it? I wholeheartedly agree with the unfindable author's words above. I, however odd it might be to some, find joy in creating artful blog posts. But I'd like to change the pace around here for a little while. I've decided to post only once a week over the next couple of months (with maybe an extra Project 52 or Heart Art post thrown in here and there!), partly because I think a few extra evening hours would benefit my family at this time and mostly because busyness and traveling are headed our way! (Have I mentioned how over-the-moon excited I am about our upcoming trip down the Oregon + California coast? So! Excited!)




So, I guess all that is left to say is this: thank you. Thank you for following along here and sharing life with me and for understanding my need to catch a deep breath away from the keyboard. I'll see you next Monday!

p.s. Congratulations to Becky Richied, the winner of the Easy Canvas Prints giveaway!
p.s.s. This past weekend, we ventured to a new-to-us hiking spot literally only twenty minutes from our doorstep. On Saturday, I was completely overwhelmed by the beauty of God's creation!

Art for the Home + A Canvas Giveaway!

I always enjoy seeing the homes of others and the pieces of art that they've collected. I'm talking about art in its truest form. Like, how the Merriam-Webster dictionary defines art: the expression or application of human creative skill and imagination. Yes! A hand-calligraphed note, an alphabet card printed in a pretty hue, a simple collection of handmade newspaper pom-poms, my three year old's watercolor, a vintage and hand-lettered gas station number, a beautifully structured magazine, an original chalk drawing from a Seattle trip, signed oil paintings from the thrift store, construction-papered trees, and a favorite photograph on canvas-- it's all considered art in my home and well loved art at that.
So, it's with great pleasure that I give you the opportunity, because of the kind people at Easy Canvas Prints || Photos on Canvas, to add a canvas to your own collection of art. Easy Canvas Prints is giving away an 11x14 canvas, similar to mine pictured above. (The canvas pictured above was purchased through Easy Canvas Prints. Last year, I was the happy winner of an ECP giveaway on Food Loves Writing. I decided to add a little bit of money to the prize package because I wanted a larger canvas. The photograph I chose for the canvas was from a visit to the Portland rose garden. It was a beautiful night, filled with many sweet memories with our boys. I absolutely love my canvas!)I'm always on the lookout for new art additions for my home. I was born and raised in California, so I'm loving this 'Poppy Study' from Vol25. Also, I was recently introduced to the artist Britt Bass, through an article written by Paige, and I fell in love with this painting. Oh! Those colors! Of course, I could probably never say no to this print by Oana Befort, this map by GrittyCityGoods, or this all-time favorite of mine by the wonderful Rebekka Seale! And, I'd give up chai (that's huge, folks!) for this incredible piece of art, a collaborative effort by my sister Barb and Annie Koelle. I hope that I never stop collecting artful pieces for my home. The Easy Canvas Prints giveaway will remain open until midnight on Sunday, April 21. A winner will be announced here on Monday, April 22. Enter below! And happy weekending!a Rafflecopter giveaway

Heart Art || 4.12

One of my very favorite things in our home is a $20 Salvation Army china cabinet that we turned into a bookshelf / toy holder. (And, apparently Jobie's favorite thing in our home is the dirt in the house-plant shown below! Oh! That boy and how we love him!) I still remember sheepishly telling my sister, you know, the one who wrote a book called Furniture Makeovers!, how I spray painted the inside and brush painted the outside. And, while I'm in the confessing mode, I'll go ahead and admit that I still haven't gotten out the paint brush to finish off a couple of chips and scratches. However, this past week, as I was looking through an old journal, housed in this imperfectly perfect-for-us furniture piece of mine, I came a cross a page that had these words: Understand what really matters. Memories of my last year's study through Philippians came flooding back and for the rest of the week I found myself listening to the books of Romans + Philippians via an application on my iphone. And, in addition, those words from Philippians 1-- understand what really matters-- resonated in my heart and mind. 


So, on Friday, when Graeme finally persuaded me to pull out the paints, I put those exact words down and brushed long strokes of earth-toned colors underneath them. Graeme sat across from me boyishly splashing the paint water with his brush and pressing out long strokes of his own. As I sit here tonight, safe and warm in the quietness of my home, my little ones tucked in and cosy, my heart and mind are heavy with the sadnesses of this world-- Boston, the Gosnell trial, and Charice Beaumont, the little girl that went missing today in Provo, Utah-- and I am once again reminded to understand what really matters. To grow in my love for Christ, to be able to tangibly show the love of Christ to those around me, to shine as a light, holding fast to the Word of Life, to be poured out and used up. 

p.s. I saw the following quote circle around on Instagram tonight and thought the words valuable. So valuable. Our little ones need to see hope in times of great distress. These words present an opportunity to exhibit, in a very visible way, God's common grace to them. || "When I was a boy and I would see scary things in the news, my mother would say to me, 'Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping.'" --Fred Rogers || I love that.

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previous installations of Heart Art || 1 || 2 || 3 || 

The beautiful and the ugly.

Underneath the words 'you are welcome here', on the left side of your screen, there's a snippet about how I'm learning that Jesus takes the beautiful and the ugly and turns it all together for good. But, sometimes I get so overwhelmed with the ugly-- the ugliness of my own heart and the ugliness of the world we live in. This happened after the murders in Newtown and I wrote about it here. And this is happening now with the uncovering of Gosnell's crimes and the media's lack of attention towards it. I find myself in this abyss of feeling guilty for not wanting to know the details, or not being able to watch the unfolding of them, and feeling as if the not knowing somehow makes me part of the uncaring. 
 

All I want to say here today, amidst a couple of pictures that bring your attention to the tangible, is that I am so thankful for the power of Christ. I'm overwhelmed with the beauty that is found, today, in the open tomb. Death has been swallowed up in victory. Swallowed! Death! The One who will make everything right-- every innocent life taken and every sin in this mortal body committed-- is sitting on his throne. And after he bled and died for all of my murderous thoughts and words, all of my sin, not in part but the whole!, he rose from the dead and he is living, today, to make intercession for me and for you! 

"When everything looks like it's over, when there's no hope-- But God! God does something. He turns it all around. Adam and Eve left the garden. "But God whispered a promise to them." A flood was coming. "But God remembered Noah." We were helpless. "But God showed his great love for us by sending Christ." Whatever is happening in your life today-- look up! Help is on the way." 
Sally Lloyd-Jones || Thoughts to Make Your Heart Sing

p.s. I think I nearly vowed to never have fake flowers in my home. Fake flowers have never been on my 'favorite things' list.  Think. . . bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens // brown paper packages tied up with string // these are a few of my favorite things. And now that I've got you singing out loud with that last sentence, let me shock your socks off with this one-- There currently are fake flowers (and paper ones!) hanging on my front door! For those of you who know me, you know this is a big deal. (smile)

On celebrating the boys' half birthdays!

A couple of months ago, my husband said to me, "let's celebrate the boys' half birthdays". It was a simple suggestion but such a thoughtful one. And then the calendar seemed to literally sweep right by Graeme-bear's half birthday. With Jobie's half birthday being the twentieth of April, we decided to find a date somewhere in the middle and celebrate both. I'm so glad we did. It's amazing how much joy $3.86 in balloons can bring to two little boys. They were delightful to watch! The weather outside was rainy and cold, but there was no gloom to be had inside, apart from some teething grumpies here and there and possibly a few frowns from mama about the sad state of lighting, hence the onslaught of black and white photos! 'When in doubt, go black and white!'-- that was my motto this weekend, anywho. And, yes I do realize those are pink balloons. They were so supposed to be brownish. We promptly took the boys outside to play in some dirt afterwards. (smile)





// our three-and-a-half year old and his chocolately smile! // endless fun of tossing balloons // their connection is so strong and I love this picture beyond words  // our Jobie to a t. // king for a day! golden crown source here // oh that little smile gets us every time // jump, throw, and repeat! // first glimpse // brownies and homemade cream with strawberries and crushed almonds for our three-and-a-half year old // I found my husband's full cup of coffee around noon. This pictures speaks volumes to me. My husband loves his coffee but many times this is exactly how I find his cup each weekend. Full. He'd rather spend time with his little guys. I love you Stephen! // Jobie boy // the brownie hit the spot! // on his way to turning four! //

Wishing you a wonderful week. Oh, and Amber Cavender!, you are the winner of the Sally Lloyd-Jones books from Zondervan! Send your address to my inbox, sarahkatebranine [@] gmail [.] com, and I'll pass it on to Zondervan! So happy for you!